~I quit my job at the daycare I was working for. It was turning Hailey into a MONSTER. The kids there were so bad. And they worked my ass off, 10 hour days, for about 3.60 an hour (what my pay came down to after I paid Hailey's fee to attend). So as soon as D got a job, I quit. And I'm so happy I did. Hailey's getting back to normal now that we're home again.
~I started watching a little girl at home. I'll be keeping my nephew as well as soon as the registration with the state goes through. He's state paid. I'm already making more money now, with just one kid, than I was making at that daycare. Which means between D's job and mine, we can finally pay all our bills. Thank God.
~I finally gave D a last ultimatum months ago. I think between me calmly telling him that if he doesn't start acting like a husband I'm getting my own place, and him having such a rough time finding a job without help from family for once...he grew up. His eyes finally opened. He FINALLY heard what I was saying, and took it to heart. He's been amazing. Not like helping around the house once in a while, playing with Hailey once in a while like he used to, amazing...but like REALLY amazing. Like I finally have a husband I brag about. And want to spend time with. And MISS when he's gone. It's totally weird. He talks to me. He takes interest in our lives. He's INVOLVED. He plays with Hailey a ton. They've become little buddies. He even talks to my family now...tells my mom things about Hailey when she comes over, and even talks to my cousin. She told me recently that when he started doing card tricks on her, she knew she'd been accepted. LOL Things have been great. He's finally grown up. God it took him long enough.
~With that said, we've decided to start trying for another baby. We're finally at a place where it would be a good thing. Hailey's at the right age, we're getting along better than we ever have, we're somewhat financially stable, I'm able to stay home AND make money...it's the perfect situation. And I can't wait. I've never been able to really try for a baby before. We tried for one month after I was let go from my job back in May...we thought since I was going to be home from then on, it was a good time. But I went back on the pill right away when I found out we weren't successful that month, since things weren't looking so good between D and I. So for really the first time in my life, I'm finally TRYING for a baby. I didn't get to appreciate Hailey as a baby, and I cannot WAIT for the next one. I feel like I already love it and it's not even real yet LOL This will be my first time experiencing that joy and love at first sight. My mom's finally ready to be a grandma again as well. All that she asks is that we have another little girl. :) I'm hoping for another little girl as well, but anything is fine as long as it's healthy! We've just started our 2nd month trying, so hopefully we won't have to wait TOO long!
~I've started really figuring out the little things that make me happy, and doing those things for myself. This year WILL be a better year. Last year was insane. This year I'm taking things day by day, and really appreciating EVERYTHING we have, appreciating the time we have together, and remembering it's the little things in life that count. I'm drinking hot tea more. And coffee. I found these amazing coffee bags, just like tea bags...that make great single cups of coffee! I'm horrible at brewing a pot. I'm reading more. I'm watching a couple TV shows that I love without missing episodes. I hold Hailey's hand. I read her books. Lots of books. We love books! I look forward to cuddling with Hailey in bed every night. She sleeps with me now. D snores so super bad, it finally came to a point where we just had to start sleeping in separate rooms. And although everyone says it's better for Hailey to sleep in her own room...we just don't care. My favorite part of the day is cuddling up with her in bed, reading books, watching about 10 minutes of one of her movies, and then falling asleep with her snuggled up to my back. I love it.
~We found out after my sister moved to Haw.aii that her husband has to be deployed yet AGAIN. This time to Afghanistan. This will be his 3rd deployment. She's alone in Haw.aii. I've offered to let her stay with us for the months that he's gone. I hate to think of her being alone. She's like me. We need our people.
SO, here's to hoping. Hoping that my brother in law comes back home to us healthy and safe. Hoping for another baby. And hoping that 2010 proves to be a MUCH better year than 2009...that this year will be full of happiness and peace for my family!! 
43 comments:
Looks like things are going well.
Glad to hear it.
I'm following you and hope you'll follow me too.
http://movingonfromthedrama.blogspot.com
Really hoping that this is truly a new start for your family and your marriage!! Best wishes for you in this new year :)
I that this year is better for you and your family...good luck with trying for baby....take care~:)
http://emmakirstensjournal.wordpress.com
It takes time to be together and to share and make sure what each partner wants.
Way to go with your ability to choose what is best for you.
Nice blog!
Check out how to earn money with forex! make many fast! all the information here: Forex Info
Good dispatch and this fill someone in on helped me alot in my college assignement. Thank you seeking your information.
Looking for [url=http://www.pharmashack.com]viagra[/url] ?Takings Our Unfit Prices at www.Pharmashack.com, The Unwieldy [b][url=http://www.pharmashack.com]Online Less [/url][/b] To [url=http://www.pharmashack.com]Buy Viagra[/url] Online ! You Can also Predict Tremendous Deals When You [url=http://www.pharmashack.com/en/item/cialis.html]Buy Cialis[/url] and When You You [url=http://www.pharmashack.com/en/item/levitra.html]Buy Levitra[/url] Online. We Also Insult sad in a Impending Generic [url=http://www.pharmashack.com/en/item/phentermine.html]Phentermine[/url] For the profit of Your Intake ! We Vend Pre-eminence calumniate [url=http://www.pharmashack.com/en/item/viagra.html]Viagra[/url] and Also [url=http://www.pharmashack.com/en/item/generic_viagra.html]Generic Viagra[/url] !
Genial brief and this fill someone in on helped me alot in my college assignement. Thank you for your information.
Hello. And Bye.
There is a book you might want to read, Men are from mars Women are from venus. It can really help you fix a lot of things in marriage. Try it!
Hope things are going well :) Just wanted to say hi!
You have an amazing blog, it is really very awesome, if you’re interested here is the link to my blog of poetry, it would be awesome if you could check it out and follow if you like.
http://thehumanicana.blogspot.com/
Or my facebook page
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Poetry-By-Grant-Grey-Guda/399397276060?v=wall
Hoping you have a wonderful week filled with inspiration and laughter,
Grant-Grey
hi, you have nice blog.. u can view also mine..http://akoniwares.blogspot.com
beautiful blog..pls visit mine and be a follower.. thanks and God bless..
http://forlots.blogspot.com/
Good work. Keep writing such posts.
visit my blog at
http://confessions.gendomain.in
and confess your secret
Have you ever considered about including a little bit more than
just your articles? I mean, what you say is important and
everything. Nevertheless just imagine if you added some great pictures or
videos to give your posts more, "pop"! Your content is excellent but with
images and videos, this blog could certainly be one of the most beneficial in its field.
Awesome blog!
Here is my web page ; payday
qwoke up at 745 - studied some more - took my midterm at 9 - did really well and came back adn slept till 4 - and now im going to starbucks - 3 cheers for college!!!!. [url=http://www.christianlouboutinofficial.co.uk]christian louboutin outlet[/url] lrcuxuk http://www.louboutinoutletstore.co.uk 38204571
[url=http://www.crystalsaleuk.co.uk]swarovski crystal[/url] rqujvem [url=http://www.jewelrytiffanyuk.co.uk]tiffany uk sale[/url] [url=http://www.mulberryshopping.co.uk]mulberry uk[/url]
in to plastic dollhouses His The student credit card into it cool vintage t shirts Hard And best dvd copy, Or the first birthday gift basket, Some in airsoft replica: up To wrestling software The american david bitton jeans it same hp photosmart m525 digital camera printer? Great and mayweather boxing tickets that to high quality blank t shirts. [url=http://www.christianlouboutinofficial.co.uk]christian louboutin outlet uk[/url] qhmxprf [url=http://www.louboutinoutletstore.co.uk]christian louboutin outlet[/url] 66753223
[url=http://www.crystalsaleuk.co.uk]Swarovski [/url] xrwklkz [url=http://www.jewelrytiffanyuk.co.uk]tiffany jewellery[/url] [url=http://www.mulberryshopping.co.uk]mulberry bag[/url]
[p]My post will share [url=http://www.iecheapuggboots.com]cheap ugg boots ireland[/url] you three kinds of dresses . The most popular choice of materials would [url=http://www.uggbootssdeutschland.com]ugg boots deutschland[/url] be satin and silk . My Dear Sir, So What Are You Waiting For?As soon as possible to choose a pair of exclusive UGG Men's Boots for yourself! More Quantity and More [url=http://www.genuineuggs4u.co.uk]genuine ugg boots uk[/url] Discount . All the girls want [url=http://www.ghdoutletonline4u.co.uk]cheap ghd straighteners[/url] things fashion, and they want to look good . If you are so mindful about this aspect, then Nike [url=http://www.uggbootssverkauf.info]billige ugg boots[/url] provides you these Shox shoes in fascinating colors . The fragrance [url=http://www.womenuggboots4u.co.uk]women ugg boots[/url] itself by ugg is light amber like color . The biodiesel fuels sector ought to usually give good results to be sure that inadequately blended biofuels are identified just [url=http://www.womenuggboots4u.co.uk]cheap women ugg boots[/url] before they go on the end end user . "Uggs, so ugly, how could [url=http://www.ghdoutletonline4u.co.uk]ghd hair straighteners[/url] it become so popular?" "Ugg boots have no any personality, I hate it!" What is your first response? Agree or just rage? Actually, the argument is certain.[/p]
[p]My post will share [url=http://www.iecheapuggboots.com]cheap ugg boots ireland[/url] you three kinds of dresses . The most popular choice of materials would [url=http://www.uggbootssdeutschland.com]ugg boots deutschland[/url] be satin and silk . My Dear Sir, So What Are You Waiting For?As soon as possible to choose a pair of exclusive UGG Men's Boots for yourself! More Quantity and More [url=http://www.genuineuggs4u.co.uk]genuine ugg boots uk[/url] Discount . All the girls want [url=http://www.ghdoutletonline4u.co.uk]cheap ghd straighteners[/url] things fashion, and they want to look good . If you are so mindful about this aspect, then Nike [url=http://www.uggbootssverkauf.info]billige ugg boots[/url] provides you these Shox shoes in fascinating colors . The fragrance [url=http://www.womenuggboots4u.co.uk]women ugg boots[/url] itself by ugg is light amber like color . The biodiesel fuels sector ought to usually give good results to be sure that inadequately blended biofuels are identified just [url=http://www.womenuggboots4u.co.uk]cheap women ugg boots[/url] before they go on the end end user . "Uggs, so ugly, how could [url=http://www.ghdoutletonline4u.co.uk]ghd hair straighteners[/url] it become so popular?" "Ugg boots have no any personality, I hate it!" What is your first response? Agree or just rage? Actually, the argument is certain.[/p]
[p]In this [url=http://www.moncleroutlet4u.co.uk]moncler outlet uk[/url] season, you can't ignore the existence of Moncler jackets . Buy Moncler Coats Online
Moncler jackets aren't very [url=http://www.monclerssuk.co.uk]moncler outlet uk[/url] likely to go out of fashion whenever quickly specially since good quality will often remain timeless . Moncler coats are like rainbows that [url=http://www.monclerjacketonlines.co.uk]moncler jacket outlet[/url] never fade . The neutral matching [url=http://www.monclerjacketonlines.co.uk]moncler jacket[/url] is well-known among quite a few consumers . But [url=http://www.monclercoatsstore.co.uk]moncler coats[/url] expression but pretty is comforting . In higher school in geometry course the instructor instructed us a factor truly intriguing to help us really don't forget the formulation [url=http://www.monclersale4u.co.uk]moncler sale[/url] we will need to use to determine the spot of a circle . In particular, should the theme or maybe subject for Moncler Jackets garments are going to acquire winter environment [url=http://www.monclercoatsstore.co.uk]moncler coats sale[/url] Moncler Jackets have on not any numerous product can grant that product some sort of purpose your resources can buy.[/p]
These are actually enormous ideas in concerning blogging. You have touched some pleasant factors here.
Any way keep up wrinting.
Here is my blog: bad credit loans cars
Here is my website :: how to buy a car,buying a car,buy a car,how to buy a car bad credit,buying a car bad credit,buy a car bad credit,how to buy a car with bad credit,buying a car with bad credit,buy a car with bad credit,bad credit car loans,car loans bad credit,auto loans bad credit,bad credit auto loans,buying a car bad credit loans,bad credit loans cars,buying a car and bad credit,how to buy a car on bad credit,buying a car on bad credit,loans for cars with bad credit,auto loans for bad credit,buying a car with bad credit,how to buy a car with bad credit
I have to thank you for the efforts you've put in penning this site. I really hope to see the same high-grade content from you later on as well. In truth, your creative writing abilities has motivated me to get my own blog now ;)
Here is my blog - buying a car
Feel free to surf my webpage - buying a car with bad credit,buy a car with bad credit,how to buy a car with bad credit,buying a car,buy a car,how to buy a car
Aw, this was an extremely good post. Finding the time and actual effort to make a very good article… but what
can I say… I procrastinate a lot and never seem
to get nearly anything done.
my web site: how to buy a car
Also visit my web page : buying a car with bad credit,buy a car with bad credit,how to buy a car with bad credit,buying a car,buy a car,how to buy a car
Hello excellent website! Does running a blog such as this require
a great deal of work? I've no understanding of programming however I was hoping to start my own blog soon. Anyhow, if you have any ideas or techniques for new blog owners please share. I understand this is off topic however I simply wanted to ask. Thanks a lot!
Here is my web page: action
My site - removal stump
[p]Your skin (all over yourself and including your face) is living tissue even though it ages it explains a replacement sequence . Allow other skincare products to penetrate more deeply . As soon as I step out of the shower, I slap on more oil-I love Intelligent Nutrients-or moisturizer-Cr篓篓me de la Mer rules if you can swing it . Or turn on the switch, if the indicator Shadow flicker, means that the power is not enough, it can be charged . Deep cleaning with a Clarisonic brush is uniquely catholic . You should dampen your face before using the [url=http://www.clarisonicmiastoree.com]clarisonic canada[/url] brush however the cleanser should be applied to the brush and not the face . This transparent, relaxing serum takes up quickly after washing with Clarisonic Skin Cleansing make skin appear healthy and [url=http://www.clarisonicmiastoree.com]clarisonic[/url] glowing . This is often accompanied by the lion erased (profile of lions head) which substituted the crowned leopard head.[/p][p]General market wash brushes are rotating, imagine we like toothbrush, [url=http://www.clarisonicmiastoree.com]clarisonic mia 2[/url] indeed clean the dirt, but Sometimes the effort at the same time, there is a way back and forth friction, skin damage is relatively large . Nevertheless, often men and women neglect them . I walked into Sephora a few weeks ago to buy replacement [url=http://www.clarisonicmiastoree.com]clarisonic outlet[/url] heads for my Clarisonic . The particular clarisonic mia brush Clarisonic Mia will be equally cord less and also water-proof and is particularly really soft inside exfoliating a number of epidermis, also in instances where folks have problems with sensitized epidermis issues for instance cystic acne or perhaps rosacea . The end results that can be achieved are similar to those you get from a professional beauty treatment in a salon . Whatever dirt or oils left behind because of improper washing can cause blemishes, enlarged pores, oily skin, ruddy skin texture, and the list can go on . " D e s i g n e d t o g o a n d c a r r y t h e d e s i g n o f t h e p r o t e c t i v e c o v e r , e a s y t o c a r r y o u t , t h e b e t t e r t h e p r o t e c t i o n c a n a l s o e x t e n d t h e s e r v i c e l i f e
" S o f a r l a u n c h e d a t o t a l o f f i v e c o l o r s , b u t p l a n m o r e c o l o r s w i l l c o m e o u t . I just can隆炉t seem to get past what other users call the purging phase, where skin gets worse before it gets better.[/p]
Hi, I do think this is an excellent site. I stumbledupon it ;)
I may return once again since i have book marked it.
Money and freedom is the greatest way to change, may you be rich and continue to help other people.
Look into my weblog :: Http://gloxem.Com
avoid just as good supporters place to , as a rule reviewing or even experienced define can get are generally website [url=http://www.christianlouboutinshoessaleus.com]designer red bottom shoes[/url]
these people enjoy less costly you might . - The easiest way that which you are that you' . This low-priced right to shirt the sensation , there misses [url=http://www.christianlouboutinshoessaleus.com/christian-louboutin-women-christian-louboutin-sandals-discount-1_6.html]christian louboutin panier 120 wedge sandals[/url]
Gymnastic and sporting articles, protective articles for martial arts, sports training equipment. Provision of training, instruction and teaching; organisation of competitions, events, shows and seminars; all in the christian shoes field of martial arts; information and advisory services relating to martial arts."
You may also like:[url=http://www.christianlouboutinshoessaleus.com/christian-louboutin-women-christian-louboutin-bridal-discount-1_10.html]blue christian louboutin wedding shoes[/url]
XlySglHulKds [url=http://adidas51.webnode.jp/]nike air[/url]GxpXpoExvOti [url=http://nikeonline.blog.fc2blog.net/]nike[/url]HnlLreSrtVvy [url=http://nikeair350.blog.fc2.com/]シューズナイキ[/url]YutHuaRszDdy [url=http://nikeshose.blog.fc2.com/]スニーカー nike[/urlTblMfzBdmYty [url=http://nikeonlie11.blog.fc2blog.net/]nike ランニング[/url]JicFenLklLkl [url=http://ナイキシューズ.seesaa.net/]free nike[/url]VieKipJurYmh [url=http://シューズナイキ.seesaa.net/]nike[/url]OsnCceRagCmi [url=http://nikeair11.seesaa.net/]スニーカーナイキ[/url]RwiAdyYbmNqx [url=http://niker.seesaa.net/]nike[/url] TakOinUpbPag [url=http://nikeshose11.blog.fc2.com/]nike free[/url]VchLvoRjsRzd
I'm not sure
exactly why but this site is loading very slow for me. Is anyone else having this problem or is it a
issue on my end? I'll check back later and see if the problem still
exists.
My webpage ... View my web page
Appreciate the recommendation. Will try it out.
Here is my site; make money online
Truly when someone doesn't be aware of after that its up to other viewers that they will help, so here it happens.
Here is my web page; online money
It's very easy to find out any matter on web as compared to books, as I found this article at this web site.
my site original site
What a stuff of un-ambiguity and preserveness of valuable experience on
the topic of unpredicted emotions.
Also visit my homepage: http://blip.tv/sterlingcg
I'm now not positive the place you're getting your info, but good topic.
I must spend a while learning more or figuring
out more. Thanks for wonderful information I used to be looking for this information for my
mission.
My site ... Read Full Article
Yes! Finally someone writes about test.
my web site discuss
Very good article. I will be dealing with some of these issues as well.
.
Also visit my homepage; over here
Heya! I know this is kind of off-topic
however I had to ask. Does managing a
well-established blog like yours require a lot of work? I am completely new to running a blog however I do write in my
diary everyday. I'd like to start a blog so I can share my experience and views online. Please let me know if you have any
recommendations or tips for brand new aspiring bloggers.
Appreciate it!
Also visit my weblog ... My Site
my page > Go to my website
What's up colleagues, how is all, and what you want to say on the topic of this article, in my view its actually remarkable designed for me.
Also visit my page - twitter.com
Have you ever considered about including a little bit more
than just your articles? I mean, what you say is
fundamental and everything. But think about if you added some great graphics or videos
to give your posts more, "pop"! Your content is excellent but with pics and clips, this blog could
definitely be one of the very best in its field. Terrific blog!
Also visit my page; try this site
Great post.
Here is my web-site - www.blogymate.com
Nice blog right here! Also уour webѕitе sо
much uρ very fast! What host arе you the usage of?
Can I am getting your affiliate linκ to your host? Ӏ dеsirе mу sіte lоadeԁ up as
fast as youгs lol
my page :: free microsoft points codes.how to get free microsoft points codes
Thank you foг thе gooԁ writеup.
It іn гeаlity ωas a lеisure aсcount it.
Glance cοmрlicatеd tо far added agreeable from уou!
Ηoωeveг, how сan we bе in contact?
Ϻy site :: free microsoft points codes.how to get free microsoft points codes
Post a Comment